Desolate RealizationSmiling as they surround me The Dirty bastards Proud of what they've done Laughing at what I've become They did this to me It was not somethign I chose they made me look and act this way They made me what I am todayDesolate Realization
I hate it this "new" me I hate this act for them I hate this stage they put me on I hate my fellow actors
I feel as if I'm the only one The one who sees the truth Noone else is down here with me It's me only me
Despair and lonliness I'm falling Falling fast
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I Pretend to UnderstandSometimes I don't understand myself Sometimes it seems I'm the only one I feel like i'm all alone Everyone else off having fun I'm left here by myself Secluded from everyone else Did I bring this upon me Did I bring your hate for me I pretend you don't hurt me I pretend I don't care But I do Oh how I do My thoughts drift back to you I can't control them I do things so you'll notice me But do you see me standing there I can't trust anyone with this I don't know who to turn to I thought I could turn to you But I was so very wrong &nI Pretend to Understand
For Them I BleedShe said "Don't tell anyone" As she pushed it down harder All I could do was watch As I had before I saw it all go down A vision in my mind Red liquid spurted out She let out a relieved sigh Or was it a gasp of surprise Was the memory blurred by perception This can't be what she wanted She can't do this to herself She deserves to be happy I deserve the pain She can't be that way I'm the only one who can They can't feel my pain I have to feel theirs It's for them that I do this It's for them that I cry I don't want them to feFor Them I Bleed
Without Plausible ReasonDepression comes without plausible reason Self-esteem is eaten away easily Relationships seem to always fail Dependent on something that's never real Dependent on a feeling never felt Drugs to those addicted The addicted turns to drugs Alcohol, my one release Drunkeness, my only escape Searching for the perfect high Running from a stupid reality Hardships not so hard Life, not that easy Society, a constant reminder Friends, a permanent threat Can never be myself It's the only real thing I know The true reality: Everything and Everyone iWithout Plausible Reason
Devious Journal Entry
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~Keiara Love Teh Bunneh!
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Apparently not.
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[Never forget WHO and WHAT you are, for not everyone is able to live individual...]
~Ran
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can give the teddy bear to the person who gave it to you
2- You can give it to the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people!
4- You should give in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel the love!
5- Random teddy bears are perfectly okay! Feel free to choose your own type teddy bear! (love, hate, jealousy ect)
*this act was started by
...And yet I'm wondering again where you are
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[Never forget WHO and WHAT you are, for not everyone is able to live individual...]
~Ran
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Always do what you want and say what you want to say because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-Dr.Suess
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[Never forget WHO and WHAT you are, for not everyone is able to live individual...]
~Ran
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[Never forget WHO and WHAT you are, for not everyone is able to live individual...]
~Ran
I'll have to read some of your poetry sometime soon. But not now because I have to wake up early tomorrow.
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YOU KNOW IT
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